When the day becomes colder , the wind becomes faster and all the trees and the waves and the leaves start to sway without stoping, i know it’s going to be a good day. even if it was a bit sad or gloomy, i really don’t mind, even if i was a bit down or my heart is elsewhere i know in the back of my mind that i am ok. And all is good. I entended to have visit an art museum today, wearing my warm cozy maroon sweater, the new sweater i bought two days ago. in a color of the falling leaves. I wanted the sky to be cloudy and the sun to be absent today. I wanted to drink so much coffee, all of its kind, hot and bitter and sweet.
I didn’t have a good night sleep yesterday, I woke up many many times and i wanted to wait till the break of dawn, my mind was so tired with the thought of having to wait. I shut it, but was it really asleep?
I woke up really late, managed to put myself together and painted a little this morning, put on my new maroon sweater, prepared a quick lunch to us, and then we were out on the ship.
The sun was not absent, in contrary, it was warmer than most of the days this week. My maroon sweater is now heavy and it causing me to sweat, but i wanted a cold autumn day. I will hold on till the sunset and i will be ok.
In the sea we are, Holding my book and lost between words. such a beautiful novel, last night it brought me to tears. Three more chapters left and i cannot tell what will happen.
We sat at our favorite coffee shop, one that is surrounded by so many frames and wood and big big plants, it feels a little bit like home. There was a cat sleeping on the chair i was supposed to sit at, what was she dreaming about? so comfort, so peaceful.
My maroon sweater is making me feel like winter, and we sat next to the window, the sun rays are slowly fading and it really feel just the way i had in mind before we left.
Between Caffeine and thoughts.. and that chocolate cake with a little rose on top of it. I didn’t visit an art museum, but i feel inspired.
I feel ok.
