In my studio I sit, I open this page and open my heart as well. I have been trying my best to adapt with everything, I have been trying my best to be nicer to everything and everyone, to accept this city with all its streets and waves and clouds as is. For days and months, my feelings were changing continuously , trying to hide all the chaos in me as best i can. In the road of pleasing others I discovered that I have abandoned my needs, the need to create and live freely and with no rules. This has always been a huge part of me and all I will ever be.
Sometimes, we get caught by the busy life and work and everyday chores more than is really required, like a plant left in the rain, with no sunshine but plenty of water, even more that it actually needs, it will eventually dies.
So Listen to loud music, sit by the window and just lose your self in the loud music, don’t hear you breathing, only focus on hearing the steps of your dancing heart, it’s there.
Hold the empty sketchbook and stare long and hard into it, blank is beautiful, but scribbles and mess are even more beautiful.
Watch a foreign movie, there is so many phrases, quotes, traditions and words we don’t even understands, they might heal us in way, they might light up the creative flame in us once again.
Disconnect to connect, shut your self from all the devices and judgments and likes and comments, go back in the time where you need to make an effort to connect with others.
Aways, always remember that there is no rules in art, there is no fixed time to be creative and to express emotions, if you feel the artist awake in you,be true to him. live inside a dream and give the permission to your imagination to grown wilder and bigger, don’t allow yourself to look like anybody else.
And Talk to the moon, it often gives the best answers.
When you lose yourself, don’t waste all your energy looking for it, don’t sit all weak and tired waiting to know what went wrong and what could have gone right. Just sit with the company of you mind and heart and your old self will come back to you and gently hold you till everything seem so easy, everything will be safe.
When I got a mail notification about the new blogpost, I was so excited to read it ( as always) and I was thinking that I shouldn’t write a comment this time ( I wrote a lot recently 😅 and sometimes I think it’s maybe annoying because I appear everywhere 😂). But I can’t say no thing , this post is incredible touch my heart and mind. Thanks for sharing such a beautiful thoughts ♥️
Oh that is just the most beautiful comment i ever received! 😻 Maryaam you are so kind, i am glad you enjoy reading these blog entries! Thank you for taking the time to always show your support and sweet words, it really means alot to me 🌹✨❤️ sending you virtual hugs and good vibes 🌟